Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Thomas Merton, My Father, and Mary Ellen Chase



June 29, 2010. At St. Augustine’s House

In a monastery library I chanced upon a long-neglected volume and found the author’s name vaguely familiar: Mary Ellen Chase. Why did that name ring a bell? I opened the book, Psalms for the Common Reader, and then remembered that this was the name of a colleague of my father’s, with whom he had co-edited/authored a college textbook back in the 1950’s. Could this be the same person? A glance at the first few pages confirmed that it was, and my eyes fell upon a quotation from the early Greek philosopher Heraclitus: “God is winter and summer, war and peace, light and darkness, bread and hunger.”  
Mildly intrigued by the coincidence, I returned the volume to the shelf and, a minute later, picked up another that seemed to hold more promise, Raids on the Unspeakable, a book of poems and essays by Thomas Merton. Opening it, I encountered a poem entitled “The Heraclitean River”, and read these words:
   “As for the technological Platos who think they now run the world we live in, they imagine they can tempt us with banalities and abstractions. But we can elude them merely by stepping into the Herclitean river, which is never crossed twice…When the poet steps into that ever-moving river, poetry itself is born out of the flashing water. In that unique instant, the truth is manifest to all who are able to receive it. No one can come near the river unless he walks on his own feet. He cannot come there carried in a vehicle. No one can enter the river wearing the garments of public and collective ideas. He must feel the water on his skin. He must know that immediacy is for naked minds only, and for the innocent… Come dervishes: here is the water of life. Dance in it.”

I find myself wondering if Mary Ellen Chase had been familiar with Thomas Merton’s writings. As I often do, I presented these thoughts to my father for his commentary, and then felt us all- Dad, Professor Chase, Thomas Merton, and myself- all wading into the current of a prodigious river, all making our way through the shallows toward an unseen shore. Around us were protruding rocks, like the twelve stones placed in the Jordan at Joshua’s command, objects for the water to come up against and flow around, places for encounter, consciousness, and commentary, places to lean against and feel the water and its power.

(Are these thoughts at all significant, noteworthy, intelligible? Or are they random and flakey, the ringing in the ears of an aging man who misses his Dad, his sons, his own “youthful mind?”)

A voice emerges from within: “Jonathan, your mind has never been more alive and alert than at this moment. Go ahead and lament the lost moments and the lost loves. Lose yourself in the current’s flow. Join them all in the river with the philosopher’s  coincidental name.”

Come dervishes: here is the water of life. Dance in it.


          

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